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I am a
Diabetic with a unique story. My story does not come from a
textbook and the content of my story is real. I will not bore you with
statistics;
however I will tell you of my life altering experiences
and that through these
experiences, I have several disabilities, but I am ALIVE.
You may hear my story and feel sorry for me, don’t,
because I don’t feel sorry for myself...my story has inspired me to
share my experiences with you.
My story begins with a
diagnosis of Juvenile Diabetes at the age of 12. Did I understand this
diagnosis? No. Did I do research, the answer is no. All I know what I
was told...that my life would change dramatically. I was given
pamphlets, diet sheets, etc. and there were so many don’ts and can’t haves
that I rebelled. I was told that it was important to take my insulin
every day...did I? No, I took it occasionally, and sometimes I went days
without taking my insulin at all. Against my doctor’s advice I ate
whatever and whenever. Everything that my doctor told me not to do, I
did, never once stopping to think of the consequences that I would
surely experience in a matter of time.
At the age of 16, I
remember my doctor's haunting words telling me
"that the way I
take care of myself for the next ten years would determine the quality
of the rest of my life”.
Powerful words, but the words lacked any meaning
to me at all. I continued to defy my doctor's orders. It did not
take 10 years but 12. On my 28, birthday I was completely blind in both
eyes and for the next 18 months I had a date with Dialysis.
The diabetes deterioration became worse and on
October 17, 1991 I became the third person in South Carolina to undergo
a dual organ transplant. This dual transplant consisted of transplanting
my kidney and pancreas, two major and vital organs. This transplant was
listed as experimental, because a pancreas had never been transplanted
before. I went into this experimental procedure with high hopes of it
changing my life, my everything...to my surprising disappointment, the
pancreas had to be removed from my body immediately as it had
been rejected by my body. My family and I were
told after the complications that the transplanted pancreas had not
received sufficient blood. This setback sent me to intensive care and
for the next three weeks, I was in and out of consciousness and needed a
respirator to breathe.
Some days I think of the many setbacks that I have
endured over the last 17 years of my life...my kidney lasted 4 years
after the dual transplant, then rejected. I spent 4 more long years on
dialysis, waiting for another organ and in 1999 I received my second
kidney. On February 17, 2001 I finally received another
pancreas and have not had to take any insulin since. I have had
so many operations in between; I do not have enough paper to list them
all. After surviving all of this, how could I feel sorry for
myself? I can’t, God's Mercy was all over me, He never left me nor did He
ever forsake me. My story is not only my story of the diabetes
complications, but it is my life’s testimony.
When I went through with my dual organ
transplant, I was told that all together, including myself there were
nine participants. Six months ago I was told to my surprise that all
eight participants were deceased, I was the only living participant
alive. I began to immediately realize that my purpose in life should be
to motivate and inspire by telling the world of this ravenous and deadly
disease, Diabetes.
Diabetes does not discriminate against any race, creed or sex...everyone is vulnerable. I know the things that you have heard sound
grim, and questions may be circling around in your heads.
Always remember that
Diabetes respects no one, and it can be deadly if not controlled and guidelines
followed.
My ultimate goal is to not allow anyone to have to
follow in my footsteps and to educate and inform others of what a
vital, and precious gift of life an organ transplant is. Without the numerous transplants that I received, due
to the families unselfishly permitting their loved ones to become donors, I would not be
alive today.
Remember we are placed upon this earth to do God’s
work for our fellow mankind; we are all vessels for God.
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